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"I wasn't in the mood for gambling today because I made a decision yesterday. I decided to lend money to a friend without expecting any interest in return. However, before lending the money, I emphasized that I hoped this loan wouldn't affect our friendship. I openly mentioned that there are many instances online where lending money has ruined friendships, and I hoped we wouldn't follow that common and unfortunate path. He assured me that he wouldn't let that happen, and for now, he's the only one borrowing money from me. He mentioned that he had learned a lesson and wouldn't get carried away next time.
I chose to listen to his words, although I understand that many tragedies begin with well-sounding promises. Nevertheless, I trust him, and this is a test of our friendship. I decided to place my trust in him, hoping he would reciprocate it.
The reason I treat lending money as a significant matter is due to my personality. I'm not someone who likes to rely on others. I've been gambling for almost ten years, and many years ago, I got deep into debt due to my addiction to gambling. Back then, I owed a substantial amount of money, and my parents had to bail me out. I'll never forget the look in their eyes when I asked them for money—a mixture of surprise, disappointment, and heartache. That memory remains etched in my mind even after all these years.
Since that incident, I vowed never to let myself get addicted to gambling again. Although I still gamble occasionally, I do it in moderation and ensure I don't let it get out of control. I don't want to trouble others with my problems, and the shame of asking for help still haunts me. I don't want to become that person again, so I'm cautious in my gambling activities now.
In the world of gambling, there are some lessons that you truly understand only when you've experienced them firsthand." |
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Post time 8-9-2023 21:57:03
