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"Lately, baccarat has been quite a rollercoaster. The most devastating was the other day when I played with a negative progression and lost nearly $600. Yesterday, I tried a flat betting strategy and managed to win back $78, but compared to the $600 loss, it was just a drop in the bucket. Today, I lost another $41, and those six consecutive losses in the middle really tested my patience. After some struggle, even though there was a brief improvement, it was short-lived, and I ultimately surrendered.
Today has been genuinely frustrating. Sometimes it feels like when troubles start, they all come at once. In the morning, I received a message from the company saying that the project I'm responsible for had encountered issues and that I needed to report to the office immediately. At that moment, I hadn't even brushed my teeth, and this news hit me like a thunderbolt out of the blue. I thought I couldn't escape a scolding this time, and at the time, I didn't even know the extent of the mess I had caused. Depending on the situation, I might even lose my job.
So, I dragged my weary self to the office to report. Honestly, the impact of messing up at work on my mood is more significant than getting scolded. I'm usually quite confident and have a touch of perfectionism, but not to an extreme degree. So, when I mess up at work, I just want to scold myself, especially when I realized how elementary the mistake I made was after getting to the office. My self-disgust grew even deeper.
I thought about playing some slots to relax, but after a bit of back-and-forth in baccarat, I ended up losing more, which made me even more frustrated. So, I decided to vent my emotions by writing a bit. Right now, all I want is to finish work, have a good drink, and finally lay down to rest. I'll think about how to resolve the rest of the issues after going back to work tomorrow." |
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Post time 20-9-2023 13:26:50
